silence

undefine/infinite (2)

2010-09-27T21:11:00.003+08:00

1. studying gets boring

2. i owe too much.

undefine/infinite (1)

2010-09-25T02:10:00.003+08:00

Just in case you still popped by once in a while :

This is what my life has been consisting of, studying and people. I can't complain, really. It's been a good year, albeit busy, so forgive me for neglecting this space.

If you really do pop buy, thanks man. :)

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2010-03-14T20:45:00.001+08:00

Right now, I severely lack inspiration. But, I finally got a new watch (!!!).

71/365 (294)

2010-03-14T20:40:00.002+08:00

hehehe, i'm backlogging again because i am exhausted. but anyway i went out for lunch yesterday with some of the coolest people :) - long long journey though.

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2010-03-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hi yes I'm backlogging, sorry about that though haha I'll clear the back log soon enough.

69/365 (296)

2010-03-10T22:33:00.001+08:00

This is one of my favourite songs in the history of all time favourite songs. One of Bach's best songs and you should listen to it! I was really happy when I got the official score. (:

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2010-03-09T20:19:00.007+08:00

i'm sleeepy.

67/365 (298)

2010-03-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

monday's are spent dramacrazing. (:

i've kinda got a an idea to montage 9 photos/week, with at least one/day, which is even more than one a day, just that you'll only have to visit once a week. i'll see how crazy school gets & stuff b'cuz it's much more economical when you edit + montage.

i keep feeling there are earthquakes, anyone else?

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2010-03-07T22:22:00.003+08:00

This is what's gonna rule our world really soon. But write (pun intended) now:

all the gold dust in her eyes says (22:13):

i kinda miss handwritten letters.

Tricia says (22:13):

is it good?

Lol

oh wait

it's not a song right?

so right now, i'm writing 3 letters. (:

cheers! (299! = >300!)

65/365 (300)

2010-03-06T22:47:00.003+08:00

this is what sustains me for the rest of time. but it didn't do me very well and worsened my headache but OH WELL. :-) yea so i didn't edit it because my headache is like @#$%

AND TOMORROW WE'LL BE IN THE 200s. :D

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2010-03-05T19:55:00.001+08:00

this is what dy/dx +++ of sin cos tan tettterrr does to you. i love writing teterrrr by the way. (:

tgiffff x23058723058.

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2010-03-04T20:48:00.003+08:00

don't ask me what i took, i have no idea either. 365s aren't meant for singapore students. i'll probably post once a week from term 2 onwards so you see seven shots @ once. sucks, but it's the same purpose i guess? we'll see. but i'll hopefully get a good shot out tomorrow. (:

breatthe.

62/365 (303)

2010-03-03T23:14:00.001+08:00

Enjoy life. (!!!) (:

61/365 (304)

2010-03-02T21:04:00.002+08:00

really tired and my brain's in chinese mode. but today i heard hey soul sister on the radio and that really cheered me up cuz just 3 songs before that i wondered if they were gonna play it. :-)

press on.

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2010-03-01T21:37:00.001+08:00

shack.

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2010-02-28T23:12:00.001+08:00

One day weekends aren't fun at all. I repeat - at all. The only consolation was that this week we had extremely little homework (in relative terms) so I guess that's pretty cool. Was really tired in the afternoon but I'm really quite wide awake now which is no good. Anyway, 8/10 weeks done, 2 more to go. Let's do this (!!!).

Flowers are really pretty though. :-)

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2010-02-27T21:09:00.001+08:00

I think this photo can go down as the worst in history, and I'll lose a couple of hits here & there, cuz the lighting's really bad and all but :/. It's been so tiring and emotionally draining and I'm no where near the end and giving up already seems so inviting.

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2010-02-26T21:54:00.003+08:00

feel good music ftw (!!!)

been exploring many types of music, but i generally do stay away from heavy metal/rock.

++ today we talked about ambitions & dreams and the 12 of us want to have 32 kids and are abstaining from pre-maritial sex !!! but it's pretty cool, we'll all meet in 10 years time and see how our lives have unfolded.

56/365 (309)

2010-02-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

It's a bad photo, and I'm sorry - but today has been long, and I'm rushing a project right now. :/

And we have some stupid course tomorrow that lasts for practically ... forever, but at least today has been a good day - from passing firelighting to an hour and a half @ Waffletown. (:

55/365 (310)

2010-02-24T19:58:00.003+08:00

life is perspective.

/been feeling really tired these few days and I'm desperate for a break, but that's unlikely to come until the Os are over, or at least till June.

54/365 (311)

2010-02-23T22:20:00.001+08:00

Hell yea! I am relieved of 1. 2 more to go (ie chinese Os + Os). Not sure how I did but it sure feels good it's over. (:

53/365 (312)

2010-02-22T20:04:00.001+08:00

this is how terrible my room is right now, and staring at photo's of just about the most perfect room ten thousand times doesn't make me feel any better, but during the march holidays, i'm going to majorly spring clean my room.

anyway, violin exam's tomorrow, jittery, but it'll be over. wish me luck !!! - after that, the violin goes back to only coming out once a week, twice max, and then violin time becomes "i want that A1 for chinese" time.

cheers!

52/365 (313)

2010-02-21T21:14:00.002+08:00

this is really what you call a "aoubsoeuvnsoht" moment. w/ my exam in two days i took out my violin to find this - and the last time i practiced it was yesterday k. i was like "souebvouseoguheot". :( but it's restrung now THANKFULLY so hopefully it'll stop flattening. phew.

51/365 (314)

2010-02-20T21:52:00.001+08:00

how time has passed

50/365 (315)

2010-02-19T20:25:00.001+08:00

I don't like the sharpness of this photo - but at least the focus is there. And it's SOOC. But my main point was - Jack Johnson is pretttty good. :-)

tgif x6.

school's so tiring but i'll make it even if i have to break. - can't believe we're 50 through !!!

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2010-02-18T20:34:00.002+08:00

Today was a good day. (:

Sorry for a @#$% photo today, promise it'll be better tomorrow though!

48/365 (217)

2010-02-17T17:58:00.001+08:00

Think I'm getting the hang of bokeh. :)

Today was a good day - out w/ jiahui, steph, zikun, rani, liyan, camera was dying though - and we're epic fails at jump shots.

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2010-02-16T17:57:00.001+08:00

North Cottesloe Beach, W.A - any more and you'll be in Africa.

(And that's the update from the land of the Kangaroos!)

46/365 (319)

2010-02-15T17:54:00.000+08:00

I really love breakfasts in Australia/NZ +++. The whole environment is so chill + chirpy.

(Broke the 320s !!!)

45/365 (320)

2010-02-14T17:52:00.000+08:00

Found 3 good bi-monthly magazines which is good because - i. bimonthly = less $$ needed to spend, + good inspiration. :)

Frankie, Russh, Yen - by the way.

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2010-02-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

Actually, the days are zooming by a little too quickly - spent Australia w/ a DSLR but I'm too lazy to get those uploaded - probably the weekend. (:

43/365 (222)

2010-02-12T16:44:00.002+08:00

I really like this shot - I don't know why, I feel it tells a lot + this was a sharp photo, so I'm quite glad - because it's sharp. (:

In Australia from the 12th - 16th, so 365 will be on hiatus,

enjoy the break everyone!

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2010-02-11T23:26:00.002+08:00

The sunset looks nice, the picture not. My camera has suddenly lost it's sharpness. @#$%. :(

Maybe it just wasn't sharp to begin with. This is upsetting.

On a lighter note: One more day till CNY break until Wednesday. Oh yes, and because of that, I'll be in Australia visiting my great grand mother, whom I have so much respect for - and so won't be able to update my 365. But because I'm so anal, I'll adjust the time to set it as one picture a day when I'm back. I'll take at least (but many more) pictures/day. Promise !!! :-)

Cheers everyone,

Have a good break! (:

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2010-02-10T22:02:00.005+08:00

I don't know what this is, but it's a bad photo.

I'm really tired + today has been really long, but despite all that's happened/happening, I shall remain in love with life. Not my life, just life in general.

CNY's in 4 days, the weekend in 2 - ie Australia !!!

Tomorrow is rush valentine's day cards day. (:

40/365 (325)

2010-02-09T22:20:00.002+08:00

Badly done street sign, but I was in a rush for time. Couldn't put on the proper flash. :(

Taken outside my house though hehe, on the way to violin practice.

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2010-02-08T21:52:00.001+08:00

I love this one so so so much because the Singapore skyline is still there.

(NEW FAVOURITE).

Anyway, I did these light ones again because I couldn't find (too tired to) anything else to shoot.

38/365 (327)

2010-02-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

Haha sorry I haven't gotten over my high yet, I'll do something else tomorrow - if there is anything.

5 to CNY (ie LOOONG BREAK!)

4 tests to get past first - I'll make it !!!

37/365 (328)

2010-02-06T22:22:00.001+08:00

My camera bokehed the light at first, but I had absolutely no idea how to capture it b'cuz it isn't SLR enough :(, so I settled for second best (!!!) :-)

95% SOOC, by far my favourite !!! (:

36/365 (329)

2010-02-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

tgif 5 !!! this week passed so fast but and was really tiring but i made it anyway! :-) I haven't read in a long long time and do not judge me for my flighty taste in books. I do enjoy chick lit la haha. :-)

enjoy the weekend !!! :-D

35/365 (330)

2010-02-04T22:50:00.002+08:00

Tonight's a pretty early night.

This week flew by, surreal. I'm so tired like abcesfsouc, but we'll press on, and we'll make it. Weekend's coming up so Thank God for that :-). I play "Tap Tap" to destress.

PS: Katherine McPhee's new album sounds pretty (y) - Unbroken.

34/365 (331)

2010-02-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

I know this is technically cheating - because this is an NZ photo, but my camera's dead right now. I did take a picture today, but I'm too tired to upload.

HAHA.

Oh well.

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2010-02-02T22:45:00.002+08:00

hi this is bad beyond bad but i have already run out of energy/inspiration so tell me what you want me to take and i'll see if i can - but this photo kinda represents my (no) life on repeat.

mm. sorry :-(

32/365 (333)

2010-02-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

too free during physics ;)

But in all honesty - as much as you hate/love this life you have right now. It's your only one, so use it/spend it wisely, because you can afford to screw up, but not keep thinking about it - don't waste this time.

31/365 (334)

2010-01-31T22:35:00.001+08:00

"You've got the love I need to see me through"

- You've Got The Love, Florence + The Machine

5 to the weekend

2 weeks to CNY!

(This is getting desperate)

It's February in a bit.

30/365 (335)

2010-01-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

Breezy Saturdays are the best, second to only Sunday mornings. ;)

Work + the expectation of 8A1s may kill, but there's so much more to life than just grades. I hope I remember that.

29/365 (336)

2010-01-29T21:20:00.004+08:00

one day we'll see how much more there is to the world
one day we'll learn to be free
one day we'll learn to listen to ourselves, and ourselves only
only then will we fully lose ourselves, and then find ourselves again.

28/365 (337)

2010-01-28T21:28:00.002+08:00

My mind is officially blank.

I read breathe live music, grades, school.

I guess there's plenty to be thankful about.

27/365 (338)

2010-01-27T20:00:00.005+08:00

Despite how @#$%-ing tired I am, I still choose to believe that this is gonna be a good life (y). Because I deserve to, and so do you. So pick yourself up, and move on. :-). This violin is the current bane of my life, but it's music is the prettiest ever.

One day I will live in a life that is completely mine. (I could give up my whole life to play/study/be with music forever)

26/365 (339)

2010-01-26T23:20:00.003+08:00

Sheepies !!! :-)

I have at least one conversation about photography with my dad each day - he tells me to look @ good photos + read photog books. And then practice and experiment - all of which I shall do after my Os ! AND WE BROKE THE 340s !!! Thanks everyone if you've been coming down :-)

I feel severely unproductive now - and because of that, guilty.

25/365 (340).

2010-01-25T20:25:00.004+08:00

4 !!!

Today I stayed back for MC prac + stood for like 2 hours + straight? This is a really really bad photo and I don't want to talk about it because I've got honestly nothing to take - and barely have the energy to take anymore - thinking about converting it into a 52 weeks. :-( - Oh! But our school's auditorium is actually a good place to though.

24/365 (341)

2010-01-24T22:17:00.003+08:00

SOOC because I did edit one, but I had no clue how to save it whatsoever + my other software ain't opening these photos so there. I know it's my second in a row of these kinds, but I really like seeing people in their natural state + groups of them all expressing different emotions. Of course I'd like to take single people, but it's a little weird to stick a camera in their face. :-)

FIVE TO THE WEEKEND. (I really @#$% school). - and I don't even know what @#%% is - symbolic for "i hate it ttm and beyond".

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2010-01-23T22:24:00.003+08:00

Today was spent well! :-). Woke up to complete differentiation, watched my show (@#$% !!!), watched "Hope For Haiti Now" - cried to their willingness to live, ate my favourite !!!, went for Dad's graduation, then Liyan's party, then I had tuition :-(

Haha omg I just elaborated on my entire day. Sorry you had to read that. My main point was - We (kinda) GUITAR HERO MARATHONED !!! :-)

Cheers!

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2010-01-22T21:52:00.004+08:00

TGIF x3!

I'm actually really tired though thankful + joyful. I'm also getting really frustrated b'cuz I demand perfection from myself for music but I'm usually unable to produce that - which messes with my brain. These colours cheer me up !!! :-)

21/365 (344)

2010-01-21T20:52:00.003+08:00

I really miss those times we could actually talk,

now we don't even bother to say hi, yet by the way life has it

we are found in close proximity half the time,

yet it's as if I don't even know you.

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2010-01-20T20:03:00.002+08:00

Can't believe I'm 20 down. By the end of the year I would have captured every inch of my house through every angle. - Yet I'm uncertain this will last.

Hope for the best though, yea?

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2010-01-19T19:35:00.003+08:00

I'd actually like to take a lot more people but I barely get the chance to except on Sundays. And I need more time to take people because it's harder. I think Australia would be a good chance ... ?

One day you'll tell me I deserve to be loved.

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2010-01-18T21:54:00.002+08:00

I'm so sleepy and this is a really poorly taken photo but it is my (current) favourite place in the whole entire world right now. School today was better than expected though. (y). ;)

17/365 (348)

2010-01-17T16:29:00.003+08:00

Today was a little less then perfect, but thoroughly enjoyable nonetheless. I'm extremely tired right now again and should start sleeping a little earlier than 2am on nights before Sunday (!!!).

I didn't even notice the verse when I took this picture, but it's a pretty lovely coincidence. Right now, I honestly want to sit in a hammock facing the brilliant sun with a good book in hand and a really (y) playlist.

There's so much more to life than to study so I'm pretty sad that's all which consumes me right now !!!

16/365 (349)

2010-01-16T20:41:00.001+08:00

Every weekend I get probably the amount of sleep I get in a school week (ie how sad and sleepless my life is) but I'm trying to look on the brighter side of life nowadays - because no matter how bad your life is it can always get worse. So be happy it isn't worse :)

And to the victims of the Haiti quake, peace be with you and hopefully you'll all make it out okay.

(I'll make it at the end of the day).

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2010-01-15T21:19:00.003+08:00

Today I got to hung out with the coolest pair of twins ever. They're 9 and migrated to Australia a while ago. The sweetest ever, and they're so cute ! :)

it's tgif #2. And I'm so thankful that there's no school tomorrow or I could just collapse and die.

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2010-01-14T20:00:00.002+08:00

I think this is my first straight out of camera shot, because I'm finally too tired to even bother to edit it but as much as possible I am still still still trying to keep this alive. (It's really cute though - from Esther + Lyeann for 15th!)

tgif tomorrow, and today - I am not the happiest. :(

Too much going on right now here there and everywhere and I'd kinda wanna try to keep out but it kinda seems impossible to do everything.

13/365 (352)

2010-01-13T20:18:00.002+08:00

In all honesty, I'm really scared of what the future holds and all that jazz, I really don't know what to do or where to go and you see our whole level (corhort) collapsing and everyone wants the best and we're all somehow so driven this year.

One day we shall forget all that we aimed for and spend the entire day looking at the sky and remember "this is the essence for our living".

I actually really want to write a essay for English but our teacher has only been teaching us to think about how we think and so no essay !!! :( All other essays come out though. Darn it.

12/365 (353)

2010-01-12T22:14:00.002+08:00

I almost forgot today.

It's been so tiring, I don't know how I'm going to be able to do this for another 10 months.

The expectations are >>>.

I don't even know if i can take another 353 photographs too. 24 hours in a day has suddenly become insufficient.

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2010-01-11T17:47:00.002+08:00

Maybe one day we'll remember the friends we used to be,

we'll do all the things we used to do

and we'll find ourselves in all the happiness we could probably have.

10/365 (355)

2010-01-10T20:11:00.002+08:00

I love Sundays, because I think they're really the happiest day ever. Today was spent wishing CYM a happy 8th anniversary (:, and I'm really glad to be part of this group because some of the most amazing people are here, who really make life a lot sunnier HAHA.

The iPod touch is really time consuming, spent 30 minutes playing with Chloe (love her!) and her brother, Joel (and my sister) - which was extremely amusing, and enjoyable !!!

Everyone should be able to enjoy at least 1 day a week !!! So go ahead and enjoy 'em. (:

9/365 (356)

2010-01-09T23:04:00.004+08:00

We've made it pass week #1. Congrats to all, now only 51 weeks left. :( I've been sleeping, a lot. It's pretty annoying really, but at least it's probably good for me. (:

Sunday's tomorrow! It's my favourite day of the week, I don't know why though, it just sounds so - perfect(ish)? Except for the fact school's the following day.

Cheers!

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2010-01-08T18:32:00.004+08:00

tgifffffff.

Weekend's finally here !!! (not that that counts as much, but it's better than nothing). Hopefully I'll be able to do something I love this weekend (if I'm able to squeeze in an hour or two.) I'm exhausted. :(

I'll probably head out this weekend so I'll have new things to take (:

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2010-01-07T21:05:00.003+08:00

I think this can register as my #1 worst photo (so far). Didn't have much choice because my camera died halfway while I went for dinner which is extremely @#$% !!! :( But Murphy's law shan't kill me.

I usually have CCA on Thursdays but not today b'cuz it's the first week. Then I have piano lessons which I, surprisingly, love.

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2010-01-06T19:52:00.003+08:00

This was over exposed to light, but I kinda like pictures where no one knows what you're taking so oh well.

2 more days to the weekend !!! (It's pretty sad to have to live for it), and school's nearly in full steam now but so far so good. (with 365)

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2010-01-05T20:38:00.005+08:00

These are the colourful bracelets that Kelly got me !!! They're really cute actually.

School has become somewhat military style now, it's rather annoying. And do your homework, because playing catch up will eventually kill you :(

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2010-01-04T19:38:00.002+08:00

The first day of school was not half as bad as I expected it to be - thanks to the wonderful company and the fact that I can skip classes. However, I am exhausted.

Can't really go out much so I'll make the most of what I can with my house. I like catching sunsets and sunrises, they're really pretty (:

(I may not be able to update every day, but I'll try every week! And I'll still take photos daily, hopefully).

3/365 (362)

2010-01-03T16:14:00.003+08:00

Aye, this is quite a boring photo but I love seeing the reflection in my pool. It was pretty windy today, so it wasn't very clear!

I usually spend Sundays going to church (which also allows me to hang out with some of the coolest people ever), lunch with faithfulness, guitar class, then home (and usually brooding about school the next day), just that this time - THE NEW SCHOOL YEAR STARTS TOMORROW :(

We'll make it I suppose. (:

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2010-01-02T20:45:00.004+08:00

Haha - today we had quite a big dinner, my grandparents + aunt came over and we ate a lot of food. (fine, not that much cuz there were so much left over).

But I love dinners like these - especially with friends. :)

Treasure your friends and family !!! :)

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2010-01-01T17:23:00.006+08:00

This is one of the few years I'm looking forward to,

a year without apprehensive feelings. (Though there is much reason to hehe!)

And this was taken at OPM, one of my favourite events of the year,

on one of my favourite days of the year.

Happy 2010 everybody !!! Have a good year ahead. :)